Soon I will be celebrating my 20th birthday. I always thought that this year is my 21st but later when I counted using calculator, I was one year younger. This year will be my first time to celebrate my birthday with members of Takashi's family clan. As much and much things happened before, I overcomed it with Jesus, Scriptures and my bestfriends. They never leave me although many insults again started among our friendships.
Psalm 40 (A prayer for Help) (Psalm 70) verses 12-17:-
"I am surrounded by many troubles - too many to count!
My sins have caught up with me, and I can no longer see;
they are more than the hairs of my head, and I have lost my courage.
Save me, Lord! Help me now!
May those who try to kill me be completely defeated and confused.
May those who are happy bacause of my troubles be turned back and disgraced.
May those who make fun of me be dismayed by their defeat.
May all who come to you ve glad and joyful.
May all who are thankful for your salvation always says, "How great is the Lord!"
I am weak and poor, O Lord, but you have not forgotten me.
You are my Saviour and my God - hurry to my aid!".
These verses tells that everything happened past few months. Some of them tried to pull me down by hurting my friends and also some make silly jokes with my respectful image in schools. But in the same time, God aided me by giving my best friends that always be with me to support and never forgotten God himself. Previous persons that insulted me now see clearly that the things that they do before were unable to makes me to the end or turned my way from God.
Recently, I set up an IMEEM portal (http://tarotakashi.imeem.com), which it put songs related with anime (or Japanese animations) for all my friends to listen. Many of my friends also happy because they can listen and can have songs that they can't have because some songs were edited. Proverbs 15:13a - "When people are happy, they smile,...". Hope by the musics, their hearts will open so that they will no more conflicts.
I also read some scripture verses, sometimes when I see some scripture verses that play in my mind, I will write it down as references. Jeremiah 30:1-2a - "The Lord, the God of Israel, said to me, "Write down in a book everything that I have told you,..."
As my birthday is near, I clean up my bedroom - which is the one room in my house that I asked for His protections against other spiritual forces. However recently our family been broke in by thieves. Electrical items (disinclude TV, Hi-Fi, fridge), iron, steel, and clothes (which we put in another room rather that our room because only the room's cupboard was the biggest) robbed. We didn't lodged police report because we didn't want to make things difficult (because every Malaysian knows how PDRM investigate as reported by media).
Hoping that next year would be a breakthrough for myself. As God said to Daniel in Daniel 12:13a - "And you, Daniel, be faithful to the end". May I will be always blessed.
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